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Submissions, the monstrous poet-ego, etc

Yesterday was one of those days when I felt I should have been working (ie paid work), but instead was faffing about with several poems all of which were nearly there or in the I’m not sure about these but I can’t stare at them any longer and I must just get them out pile.

As a consequence I sent three out to a publication I’ve not approached before, and sent one in to a competition. I really ought to make a note of all the odd £3, £5 or £10 fees, magazine subscriptions etc so that one day I can say “right! That’s £2,500 £5,000 I’ve spent so far on poetry, so now all I have to do to get it back is win the Bridport Prize.”

Then I reviewed what I had out, and for how long, and was interested to see that the end of each month seems to be when I get stuff out. One magazine has had my poems for three months or so, so it would be nice to hear from them. Other things are unlikely to emerge unscathed from the pipeline any time soon. I have a couple of pieces forthcoming but I’d like more ‘in the bank’. Does that sound ridiculous, like it’s all about the numbers or something? Probably. The monstrous poet-ego in me – perhaps if I’m honest about it it will be less monstrous. My other preoccupation now is that I have no theme, no voice. How on earth can I talk about getting a pamphlet together when all the poems are so random? Plus the more poetry I read the less sure I am about my own abilities to write the stuff.

Yikes. I started this post feeling pretty good about it all, so not sure what happened there! Anyway, good luck with the submissions game if you’re playing it too. I’ll let you know about any acceptances or rejections.

Oh – I almost forgot, South magazine published its latest ‘poets in the next edition’ list, and my name wasn’t on it. So I guess that counts as a passive rejection – rejection by non-inclusion – is that easier to take than the thin SAE on the mat? Actually I’ve decided not to submit there again – no, not because of sour grapes (I’ve had something in there in the past) but because I’m not sure my stuff is right for them. So perhaps that means I am getting a feel for my voice?

0 Comments on “Submissions, the monstrous poet-ego, etc

  • Josephine Corcoran
    January 30, 2013 at 10:36 am

    Robin, I so admire your honesty in sharing your thoughts, hopes and fears. I’ve just read your wonderful poem Geography Lesson in The North magazine. I have no doubt that you will have a pamphlet or full collection published if you continue to write, read and submit. I really enjoy your blog.

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  • Robin Houghton
    January 30, 2013 at 11:01 am

    Thank you Josephine for all your encouragement and kind words. And for reading and tolerating all this ‘thinking aloud’ stuff. I do appreciate it 🙂

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  • doris17
    January 30, 2013 at 11:02 am

    I follow your blog closely and find it the most useful blog I have ever or do follow, so thank you for that. And this one was so entirely what I might have written myself that it made me laugh, because of that. Thank you again.

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  • Robin Houghton
    January 30, 2013 at 11:08 am

    Hello Doris – thank you so much, glad you enjoy the blog and that this one made you laugh 🙂

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  • doris17
    January 30, 2013 at 11:40 am

    Sorry, I am not Doris (Doris is my labradoodle) but Meg – I set up my wordpress account when I was more reticent about who I was. It seems a bit coy now. I might attempt shortly to change my name as well as my photo!

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  • Robin Houghton
    January 30, 2013 at 11:55 am

    Oh sorry Meg – ha ha! Of course I remember now 🙂

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  • joannagrigg
    January 31, 2013 at 6:09 pm

    I’m interested in the ‘theme’ thought in your post – I feel much the same about my work. But I don’t feel it about yours because your voice is very strong and overrides the varied nature of the topics etc – perhaps it takes a reader to see that, and maybe it’s not something we can see for ourselves. Indeed I like collections where there is a variety – as well as those that feel more like a series.

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  • Robin Houghton
    February 1, 2013 at 10:09 am

    Hi Jo – thanks for your comment, and encouragement. Interesting – yes – perhaps it is hard to read what we write as a reader. And I also enjoy collections that aren’t necessarily on a clear cut theme, although I suppose sometimes there may be subtle themes(s) but I’m not always aware of it, at least at first.

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